2016年1月27日水曜日

一行詩

人生とは何か 神のジョーク

偽善者 僕も あなたも 人々も

直ぐ死ぬ人 天寿を全うする人 どちらが幸せと言えるのか

人間とは何 地球上で最も愚かな生物


悟りを得ることなどない 凡人だから

2016年1月26日火曜日

一行詩

恐怖 不安 意気地なし あかんたれ

時にずるいこと 時によいこと これが生きる道

真面目人間がバカされる これが人生

アホなタレントが持てはやされている時代 なさけない世の中

2016年1月21日木曜日

一行詩

死ぬのが怖い 死ななければなおさら怖い

ウマイものが食べられない 大陸に移住して一生棒に振る


神様が幸せを送らないのは 堕落しないため

2016年1月19日火曜日

独り

独り
つらい苦悶の夕暮れ
主に賛美した

独り
深く凍りつく夜
主をもとめた

独り
見放された深夜
主の声が聞こえた
負けたらあかん


2016年1月18日月曜日

病詩

病床で詩を書いている
詩か病か病か詩かわからなくなる
詩を書く 死ぬ想いで詩を書く
恥をかく思いで詩を書く
生きるも詩 死ぬも詩
病床で病詩
今が一番幸せ


2016年1月14日木曜日

カナダとアメリカの新聞に掲載される。

Few words and “Flower Blossomed”
Masayuki Arai



My life is full of mistakes.  You can always correct mistakes, but there are no redoing successes. 

The life of a flower is short.  Yet, it reaches to flourish beautifully and proudly.  Even in difficulties, let us live our lives fully.

In life, when we stumble, our hearts tremble.   You cannot learn the important lessons without stumbling.  Grass continues to grow strongly, even when it is stepped on over and over.  For every set backs, you learn to be kinder.  Kindness is a treasure. 

Oppressed is the heart that feels oppressed.  Jinxed are those feeling they are jinxed.  Those who live positively are those who reached happiness.

Sing when you are upset.  Dance when hate crosses your mind.  To forget is to forgive. 

My cancer is at stage 4.  I was pronounced that I have four months to live, but there is no need to fear cancer.  Laugh it away.  At the gate of laughter is the cure for cancer. 

Without the agony of suffering from terminal disease, I would’ve lost the true love. 

“Through cancer, God’s love, I acclaim”


Flower Blossomed

In the mountain of rubble, a flower of the field blossomed.
Taught me to be beautiful and to be strong.

In the midst of sorrow, blossomed a delightful flower.
Graciousness sprouted, be peaceful, an Angel whispered. 

In misery, a flower of hope blossomed.

More beautiful, ever and ever.  

2016年1月12日火曜日

カナダとアメリカの新聞に掲載される。

September 2014  “Testimony of Thanksgiving”
Masayuki Arai


Praise the Lord.  I truly thank you for all of your prayers.  Without your intercessory prayers, I wouldn’t have recovered this much.  From the bottom of my heart, I want to thank you all.

Until today, I have been battling terminal cancer through three major operations and radiation treatments.  Now, it has been about two and a half years since I’ve started treatment with a new anti-cancer agent in clinical trial. 

As soon as I started this new treatment, I felt that there was a stiff swelling on my right chest.  After examination, it was determined that the cancer has spread to my bones.  However, as I continued with the treatment, gradually the swelling has gone away.

After a while, near my hip was swollen and hurting.  It was unbearably painful.  I’ve been going through treatments after treatments and yet, the cancer has spread again to a different place.  This time, I really was depressed. 

One night when both my wife and Joy has gone out and was alone in a quiet house, I was in deep prayer.  From my heart, I was focused in prayer of repentance. 

The next morning when I woke up, the swelling in my hip has gone away.  I thanked Jesus Christ who healed me so fast.  However, for few days, I was doubtful that I was truly healed.  I was unfaithful.  I doubted the healing power of Jesus Christ.  Once again, I repented. 

Since then, I changed my prayers from “heal me,” to “I am healed!”  When you have confidence that you are healed, you can feel more of His wonderful healing power.

Few months ago, there was a swelling in my mouth. When my tongue and teeth touched, it hurt.  I thought the cancer has spread again.  Hoping that I’m worrying too much, I trusted Jesus and with confidence, I prayed that I was healed.  Then after few days, the pain and the swelling was gone. 

The Lord is alive in my heart.  When I saw the radiant light of hope, I praised Hallelujah.  I did the same thing when Joy had a stomachache, then it went away in few minutes.

Today, I am continuing chemotherapy, but I do not have any side effects.  Even my doctor is surprised with this.  He says that he has never seeing a case like this.  This truly is grace of God. 

I have an appetite and I am writing again.  I’ve started an essay column in newspaper and magazine.  Also, I am continuing with my life work of poem and critics.

By guidance of Jesus’ healing, I am in thanks everyday.  I want to ask for your continuing prayers. 

Lastly, I want to thank everyone again.  I thank you all from the bottom of my heart.

In Christ, Amen.



2016年1月11日月曜日

日刊サン・一〇〇〇字で文学名著・第一回

一月から新連載始まる

一〇〇〇字で文学名著  名作を読む誘い水 ―  
*一冊の本との出会いを大切にしよう

【読書についての五箇条】 
一、文章の間隙を読む。(想像力)
二、味わって読む。(急がない)
三、本の世界に入り込む。(なりきって読む)
四、書こうとした意図を知る。(深読みと発見)
五、読み返してみる。(二度読み、数年後、更には数十年後に読み返す)
  その他に、読書感想文を書く。その本の評論集を読む。

第一回『城の崎にて』 志賀直哉


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2016年1月7日木曜日

黄昏につぶやく一人ごと

失敗はやり直しがきく 成功はやり直しきかない 

不安な心に希望の花が咲く いつまでも いつまでも美しく 

愛することはたやすい 人を赦すことは難しい 

人を怨む行為は 自分をおとしめて徳を下げる 


頭にきたら歌おう 憎い思いよぎったら踊ろう 

2016年1月4日月曜日

黄昏につぶやく一人ごと

生きるとは人間と関わること面倒極まりない 

考えても、考えても答えが出ない。でも考える。 


昔、嬉しくて、嬉しくて心弾ける。 今、闘病の苦しみ。